March 26, 2011

Not being "stressed"

I would consider myself one who doens't get stressed out very easily.....

HOWEVER lately I have been STRESSED TO THE MAX!! I don't think I have ever been this stressed before in my life and every where I read about making babies say stress doesn't help....RED FLAG! I need to figure out a way to destress......I thought of bubble baths with music...but often times when I get to thinking I can't calm my mind form going all over the place and end up getting more worried or stressed...

.....Any ideas of what you do to not be stressed!?

March 12, 2011

Progestrone Cream

Well Its March which is the first month my Dr. would perscribe CLOMID but I am a little scared to take it. I hate feeling moody and taking I'm useing Progestrone Cream i've read alot about it and think it will help. Last month I used it and I still Ovulated which is good cause i was really worried that after the MC it would through my PCOS out of wack but so far so good. I am tempted to go back on the HCG diet since after I was on that Lance and I got preggers but that Diet is seriously hard! lol So I figure one more month of Just Progestrone Cream next month maybe HCG and then CLOMID however I relaly wish March is our Month! cause if so the baby would be due in December! Hopefully on my Birthday!! that would be da bomb!
Last night I had a dream well it was really a dream but i was sleeping and i dreamed of the day we found out i was preggers and all those feelings I felt that excitement and joy hit me so real I woke up! It was such a bitter sweet feeling to wake up to. bitter because i don't feel that everyday like i did when i was pregnant and sweet because i got to feel that uttermost happiness again :) Next time I hope its real life and not me dreaming of days before.

I know this is random but Lance seriously is so incredible! I often wonder how I got so blessed and lucky to have him in my life as my eternal companion. He is so sweet and these years of pain and heartache he has been so sweet and kind and loving and understanding. I don't know what I would do with out him. He is totally and completely the perfect husband to me :)

with all the pain and heartache of TTC the closeness we have and the love we feel towards eachother because of this I know has made us a stronger couple and our marriage better and that is a wonderful blessing.

March 8, 2011


Okay so I am IN LOVE with the Office!! and TBS is having a marathon or something tonight and Oh my gosh I forget just How funny this show is!! "Ryan started the Fire......" and the Pranks between Jim and Dwight....CLASSIC!!!!! This show makes my Heart Laugh :)

March 7, 2011

March Maddness...

Lance Loves March Maddness because its College Basketball so I'm sure here in a little while we will be watching ALOT of Basketball! lol

54 Days left till we Cruise!! I am so excited I can hardly stand it!! One of my Co-workers was talking about how he thought it was great that we are taking this opportunity while we have no kids to go to Europe.......I agree however please note....Those parents with those sweet little ones don't for one second think you are missing out on things because you have kids. I would trade every Vacation we have been on for A kid Any day! However life is what it is and in the situations we are in we need to enjoy and embrace it even when its hard to do so...So to all the parents who told me and Lance to enjoy the time we have together and so forth WE ARE!!:) but you can stop telling us now cause we get it and we have been enjoying it but we would really like to enjoy all poopy diapers, midnight feedings, no sleep get the picture So here is to hoping that after this amazing trip we get a surveneer that will last for a lifetime ;) lol