This Really is My Life

      After so many years of trying and  thinking I might just not have a baby in this life after all and losing hope and having many heart breaks and then picking myself back up and holding on to Lance's Faith that everything was going to work out and we would get our baby! I still can't believe that I have a baby.
      A year ago yesterday I heard her heartbeat for the first time! It was the most beautiful sound I have ever heard in my life (up until I heard her cry.)  I am amazed everytime I go get her out of her crib that she is mine! her sweet giggles and smiles melt my heart! Or when she falls asleep in my arms I wish I could hold her forever! I just want to squeeze her!!! This little baby of mine is just soo precious! She was worth the wait! I will never understand the why's of things that happened but thats okay because in my heart I know that the things I went through were preparing me for this moment. The moment I became Kensley's Mama. She is truly our rainbow baby and such a miracle and joy in our lives! I still laugh at myself everytime I still get choked up when I'm holding her or feeding her or hear her laugh. Its silly really its been 4.5 months now and I still can't keep the water works in control! In the quiet of the night when I sneek in to check on her my heart melts and I say in my head "This really is my life!" I'm not dreaming.
      We are so blessed to have this little miracle in our home and she has brought so much joy and peace into our lives. I like to go through her pictures at night and see how she has grown! I just love her soo much! So here are some pictures enjoy!

 So tiny!

 She really is Daddy's Girl

 Sleeping beauty

 before she got chunky!

 She is such a snuggle bug!

 The sleepy CandyCorn!

 Happy Girl

 Chillin' with Daddy

 Tummy Time!

 Melts my Heart

Moments like these are just so sweet!!!

 

I still can't believe a year ago she was just a little bean in my tummy!

 

 

 

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Getting there

So it's been 2 weeks since I started the taislim challenge and I am feeling great! So far I lost almost 10lbs ( 9.8) and 20 inches !! I have been hitting the gym at night when k is sleeping and lance is home. Yesterday I was at a friends house watching kids while she picked a friend up at the airport and I didn't lose my breath or felt like dying when I was running/ chasing after them! It's the small victories that mean a lot! Lol I love getting back in shape and I am loving taislim! Lbhealth.freelife.com has all the info about the shakes and products I'm using and about the challenge!!:) here's to more milestones!

2013

'SO this is the New Year!...'.-Death Cab for Cutie

Its a New Year and I only have a few minutes to blog K is napping so I figured I'd update my blogs! I am gonna tey to be better about updating this blog more for my Family and friends that aren't close by!
Lance started Tri 5 on Monday! he has class mon-thur 7am-5pm no thats not a typo! crazy! But so glad he has Fridays off even though most likely they will be a day of study anyways! But He Graduates Next Year! this is his last year for lectures and then he is in the clinic! Dec 2014 is getting closer!! He is still teaching Elders Quorum every 4th Sunday and Loving Chiropractic! Over the break he got to work on his Dad I think every night we were with them! :) Lance loves when people are willing to get adjusted by him so he can gain more expirenece! He also got to help with building my Parents house in Young! He had a blast with my brother Duston and spending more time with him and my Dad. The house is looking great! while we were in AZ Lance was able to bless our little Kensley and it was beautiful having so many friends and family there to support! It was such a special Day!
Kensley Noel had her 1st Christmas and was soo sweet and cute for family! She really is such a good baby and so happy! We are very blessed!! She finally noticed her toys hanging on her car seat and found her mouth! fingers hands and toys go straight to it now! She still sucks her thumb!! :) and sleeps through the night! she is doing so good! she is our BIG baby! 17.2 pounds 26 inches yeah she's huge! I love it!! She got to see her first Snow fall this Christmas as well!! It was sooo awesome! She is almost rolling from her back to her tummy but not quite there yet! She has found her laugh and Lance says she gets it from me.....She kinda snorts! Its the cutest thing ever! We have so much fun with her! She is such a cuddle bug and Daddy and Mommy LOVE that! She loves Bathtime sooo much! She always has a smile to give! She is just so much fun and Brings sooo much joy into our home! We feel so blessed to be her Parents!
I am loving Motherhood! I love the typical housework stuff laundry, cleaning, dinner making ect stuff! I love spending my days with K and watching her Grow I want her to slow down so bad but I don't see that happening! dang it! I am still nursing and hope to be able to nurse at the very least 1year but 18 months would be awesome! We shall see! I am still the Young Womens Secretary and loving it. I do miss Relief Society but Its all good! I love the new teaching material! Life is great here in Texas! oh I hear my little one! Its time to go!