A song you want sung at your Funeral

I heard this song for the first time at my amazing Young woman leaders funeral and ever since then i knew i wanted that sung at mine as well! its a great song i'm glad i was able to find it on you tube cause i haven't been able to find it.

A song you listen to when you're Happy

 Me and my sister would always listen to this song on the tredmill its perfect   but it makes me happy :) i love listeing to this whole cd when i am happy! :)

A song you listen to when you're angry

there isn't really a song i listen to when i am angry i haven't really been angry and thought to play music when i am...but in high school this was my angry song...my junior year of HS i was the most angriest i have ever been and yes it was at a boy lol so thats why i picked this song hahaha

A song you wnat played at you Wedding....

I wanted this to be my daddy daughter dance so did my dad except one thing in the song when it says between you and me he won't be good enough my dad didn't like that at all because he didn't feel like that at all or ever thought it so he didn't want to dance to it but everything else was perfect!! I still consider this as my daddy daughter song and i love it!

A song you Listen to when You're Sad

 I Love this song! And it is a song I like to listen to when I am sad I notice I always play this song on my itunes when I am sad and don't feel like being cheered up. I know i'm weird!

A song form your favorite Album

The Band Perry debut album love it right now  its my favorite  i have alot of favorite albums but right now this one is it. They are more populare for their song if i die young which i love but this is my favorite of theirs

A song you wish you heard on the Radio

she is amazing!! why is she not on the RADIO!! I love her and her voice and i love this song!

A song you hear On the Radio

So its a new song and of course KNIX and KMLE play it often! not to a point where its over kill though! I heart this song! and love listening to it! the other day it was on when me and my sister where driving and I told her how nice would it be if Heaven really wasn't that far away and we could do that! we both laughed and wished that it was true!

A song you use to Love but now Hate

Its not that I hate it now its just that it got overplayed like crazy so now it just bugs me when I hear it!:( kinda sad cause I really liked it when it first came out.

36 Weeks..

I try not to think about it and to get my mind to think of other things and keep myself busy and not thinking of what could have been.  I would have been 36weeks today I would have already had my baby shower the baby room would be finished and I would be patiently waiting for our little one to arrive.....BUT that is not what I am doing. Instead I hear of friends and family being preggers and having babies..babies that would have been just a few months apart from mine. Its not hearing of birth announcements or pregnancy that hurts its the feeling I get when I think to myself that litteraly could be me and my heart breaks just a little bit. I know everything happens for a reason and most of the time we will never know that reason but just like the scripture says in Ecclesiastes 3:1-8, 11

 "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace."

"He hath made every thing beautiful in his time"

Sometimes I just wish his time was NOW.  However things happen in our life for us to grow and learn and one thing I have learned is compassion and that life really is so fragile and that it truely is a miracle that anyone gets pregnant. I often think that since this happen the really good thing that came out of it in my eyes is that Mr L was able to make a decision on what he wanted to do for his career and I am so happy for that so true I'm not nesting but  I'm packing up my house and getting things in order to move to Dallas TX so that Mr L can start Chiropractic School and start the career he wants and that really does make me SMILE :)  So this is our Time to Grow closer as Husband and Wife and so far I would say we are doing amazing.

A song that Describes You

I'm a pretty Clumsy person! anyone who knows me has probablly seen me fall or trip or even roll down stairs before...so it seems fitting that I pick this song...

Happy Father's Day

My Dad is my Hero for many many Reasons! He has had to endure alot of heartache and turmoil from people who tried to defeat him and slaughter his name. however Not one day did my Father say anything ill about any one apart of this crazy freak insident that happen to him. Not one day did my Father ever let us think it was okay for us to hold bad feelings towards any of them either. His Testimony of the Gospel was strong and grew because he Had a testimony of Jesus Christ of the atonement. because of his great courage and strength he rasied eveyone of us kids in the Gospel and taught us to live life with a smile on your face and be grateful for everything! He took time to take us kids camping and fishing and Built his daughters a Log cabin Play house!! What Dad does that! MINE!! My Dad is never scared to stand up for what he believes in. He doens't care what others think of him He knows who he is and lives each day so that he can be with his Family Forever! My Dad Is my Hero!

I am blessed to have a Father In-Law who is amazing! I am very grateful for the man he is and for being such a great example. He is so funny and so much fun to be around! He also Raised an amazing Son who happens to be the worlds best Husband and I am Grateful every day for the man my father in law is and that his son takes after him. I feel so blessed to not only have a Dad who is everything a girl could wish for but to then be blessed with a Father in-Law who is WONDERFUL and AMAZING as well!

I Love both my Dad's so VERY MUCH!

and Lance Happy Father's Day! We don't have babies on earth yet but I know we have one baby Angel waiting on the other side for us to raise and I wish so badly this  Fathers Day could be different for you.

Happy Father's Day to all the men who are waiting to hold their little angels and who are waiting for their little ones to come.

A song no one would expect you to love

I'm not a big fan of Lady Gaga but I do thing she is our generation Madonna. This song gets stuck in my head! She is crazy and a little over the top but yeah I like this song!

Whould you move?

So I read this article  today from BABYHOPES facebook page and I thought it was awesome! It is sooo tempting!! to bad Lance has to go to Chiropractic school! lol but seriously maybe if after graduation and we still have no babies  we will do this! lol sweden to pay for infertility treatments

A song that's a Guilty Pleasure

Lyrics are totally insane and not the best of songs but I can't help turning it up when it comes on the radio and singing along....I HEART KATY PERRY!! vist Ashlee's Blog to see her song selection and the girl who inspired me to play along....ps She is amazing check her blog out!!

A song from a Band You Hate

Okay so I really don't like these ones cause I don't want to post songs I don't like or bands I don't like so the band i don't like is KORN thats k backwords....I'm just not a fan.

A Song from your Favorite Band

I love this song ever since the first time I heard this song I was IN LOVE! It totally spoke to my soul. Eisley is amazing! I remember my senior year in HS I went to their concernt with friends and they didn't play this song!!! I was totally utterly disapointed however it was still an amazing concert! When we got back to the car My awesome friend Jacob put their cd in and said Brittany this is dedicated just for you! and this song came on! :) Most people haven't heard of them but they are amazing and i'm so grateful to my friends who introduced me to such great bands and music!

A song that Makes you Sleepy

Got this cd when we lived in Tucson and i love to listen to this song when i am lying in bed ready for bed I love the name Capri but Lance doesn't which makes me mad, sad, grr  dissapointed because how awesome would it be to be named after this song!! yeah its probably a good thing Lance doesn't approve of this name lol but I love it!!

Packing

So packing is sooo much fun! NOT.... packing up our apartments were easy we lived in small apartments and i remembered mostly how i packed things up, offfice bathroom, bedroom kitchen.....well now we have lived in our House for 3 years! i have 2 living rooms, office guest bedroom with closet, craft room, 2 bathrooms and a master bedroom, and we are moving out of state!! so i have to get  things in order of what are we taking what are we storing what are we selling what are we getting rid of....feeling just a little overwhelmed because i wish i was magic like sabrina the teenage witch and could just point to the things and get them taken care of! oh how wonderful that would be! i just wish it was all packed and ready to go already! haha not that i'm in a hurry to leave AZ or Maricopa because i'm not...but I am ready to start our new adventure and begin the first step to Lance's career!.... I am so proud of Lance and his great accomplishments! we have changed degrees many times  but i am so glad he has found something he is happy with and very excited with! He too is ready for school he just wants to get it started the sooner you start the sooner you finish! 

I can't believe how fast its going to go by before i know it its going to be August and we will be moving and i'm sure i'll be thinking where did the time go!! It came so fast! so i'm enjoying everyday and thanking Hevenly Father for our beautiful home and for letting us make such wonderful friends here in Maricopa.

A song you Dance to...

This was Lance and I's First Song we Danced to at our wedding! :) every time i play it Me and Lance dance to it...which is a big deal casue lance won't dance with me very often!!

Song you know all the Words to!

 Sang this song multiple times with my Sister Kristy  and i love it! Its a beautiful song with great lyrics!

Reminds you of a certain event

It all started when my sister Nikki was going to get married and move out the night obefore she got married My sister Kristy and I  got our fake microphones ya know a brush and a turkey baster (sp?)  and in our room danced and sang this song to her of course by the end all three of us were dancing and singing and cryingthen in a big hug crying!! knowing this was the end of a chapter in our lives  where us sisters were just sisters we were still Dad and mom's little girls and we all lived in the same house under the same roof and still had to answer to mom and dad ...this is what we wond't to leave with our sister and ever since then on the night before we each got married us sisters spent the night  at my parents house one last time and  me and nikki sang this song for kristy and then kristy and nikki sang and danced for  me for the last time were could do this for us sisters since i was the last to get married... but now when i hear this song i think of those 3 memories of singing and dancing with my sisters on the night before we got married

A song that reminds you of Somewhere

This song reminds me of Young Arizona :) on the good old Ranch listening to the radio with that HUGE boom box! listening to country music and for some reason this song reminds me of those summer days in Young! I love it! cause I remember hearing it for the first time either in young or on the radio on the way to young....but i love it and i love Reba!

A song that Reminds you of Someone

This song  reminds me of my Daddy....He is indeed one of my Hero's for sure and i love that he always made me feel like a princess and was so supportive of me in all that i did. He taught me how to fish, catch a ball, slide pitch a ball, hit a free throw shot and box out he taught me how to know that the only difference between a stepping stone and a stumbling block is how high you lift your foot...that when life gives you lemons you better make lemonade that life is tough and hard but its alot easier if you smile ...that love is all that matters and love makes the world go round  oh and that walking in public with his beautiful  daughters and wife is good for his reputaion...lol I love my Daddy

Song that makes you Sad

This song is really tough for me. It makes me very sad. but not in a way that most would think. Its a beautiful song and the lyrics are touching and amazing. It gives me hope but when I listen to it..well it reminds me of when I miscarried at 2 months and I was certain that it was a boy. So when I heard this song I felt like it was written just for me and it was very healing to me but now when I hear it...I almost always cry because it reminds me of the darkest days of my life.  This is why I love music so much! in words that i can't express this song expresses it for me. It truely touched my heart. But it still makes me sad.

Song that Makes you Happy

This song Makes me oh so very Happy!! My sister and I use to Jam out to this song when we needed a pick me up and just feel good!  I can still remember putting the cd in the player and singing in the mirror with my older sista Kristy and just feeling good and its so silly but in those moments with my sister cause believe me it happen often! I felt so close to her as if our souls were singing to eachother.. I know silly and it probably makes me sound crazy but It was special to me . I love my Sisters and am very grateful for the time I got to share with My sister Kristy before i moved out of the house  she got married. yeah this song makes me HAPPY :)Visit Ashlee's Blog to see her song choice

Least Favorite Song

Well my least favorite song is not one I will post on my Blog cause duh I don't like it...but its Katy Perry's " i kissed a girl" I love Katy Perry but i hate that song! also Lady Gaga's "born this way" I'm not a fan of either of those songs...

Favorite Song

I love  Music and I love Kate Voegele all though its so hard to pick my favorite songs this is one of them for sure! I love her Voice and I love this song.  again  chek out Ashlee's blog who inspired this great blog adventure mailto:www.brianandashleegibson@blogspot.com

Great Idea!

30 Day Song Challenge

I love this idea and I am using it from one of my dear sweet Ashlee's blog http://www.brianandashleegibson.blogspot.com/  check it out she is amazing! Join in the fun!!





Day 01 – Your favorite song





Day 02 – Your least favorite song



Day 03 – A song that makes you happy



Day 04 – A song that makes you sad



Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone



Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere



Day 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain event



Day 08 – A song that you know all the words to



Day 09 – A song that you can dance to



Day 10 – A song that makes you fall asleep



Day 11 – A song from your favorite band



Day 12 – A song from a band you hate



Day 13 – A song that is a guilty pleasure



Day 14 – A song that no one would expect you to love



Day 15 – A song that describes you



Day 16 – A song that you used to love but now hate



Day 17 – A song that you hear often on the radio



Day 18 – A song that you wish you heard on the radio



Day 19 – A song from your favorite album



Day 20 – A song that you listen to when you’re angry



Day 21 – A song that you listen to when you’re happy



Day 22 – A song that you listen to when you’re sad



Day 23 – A song that you want to play at your wedding



Day 24 – A song that you want to play at your funeral



Day 25 – A song that makes you laugh



Day 26 – A song that you can play on an instrument



Day 27 – A song that you wish you could play



Day 28 – A song that makes you feel guilty



Day 29 – A song from your childhood



Day 30 – Your favorite song at this time last year

What doesn't kill us makes us stronger...

Well last night Lance and I had a very long talk which I always love and of course tears came like always lately for me.
 There are somethings I will never understand but thats okay I have come to realize that life is full unknowns and things we can't rap our heads around.
I have been frustrated lately with the fact that is June now and we MC in December and given the green light to TTC since February. I think I just thought we would get preggers right away since my body knows how but that hasn't been the case and between wanting to have a baby we have both been scared because of the fear of losing one again.
 I don't know how I got so blessed to have such a great husband he is seriously the sweetest thing ever! last night we were talking about alot of stuff and Mr McGee for the first time actually said to me that he was scared and then the next thing he said made me cry and just fall in love with him all over again he said  "I don't like to see you hurt and in pain and that really hurt." and i said sweetheart thats out of your control. and then he said " but its my job to protect you form pain and hurt."

My sweet husband always wanting to make sure I'm happy and safe and free of anything painful or heartbreaking....I had to remind him of the ultimate plan. with out pain we would know no Joy. and it was such a sweet moment. I know the MC was hard on him but I forgot that it was probably harder on him cause he had to be the one to catch me and pick up the pieces and how much that must of hurt him to see me in so much pain and heartache and all he could do was watch and hold me through it all. He is such a great man and an amazing husband I know without a shadow of doubt he is going to be the most amazing Daddy ever!

I'm pretty sure in the pre-exsitence when Heavenly Father called me up to give me my mission and let me know what I was about to get myself into on Earth ..when it came to this part in my life I probably cried and he assured me it would be okay cause he was going to make sure that through all of this heart ache and pain he would put a righteous amazing sweet caring and loving man named Lance McGee next to me to hold hands with through it all and that that he was going to help me through it. and that has made all the difference.

I have hope and I have faith that all the things I don't understand and ask why? its not really important its how I make it through even if i don't know why and i don't understand i know Heavenly Father loves me and Lance and that no matter what thats really all that matters. just some days are harder than others :)

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's End...

We have had a very busy May! Our trip to Europe, Statton and Jessica got married and our Little Sister Tess Graduated!! as Salutitorian no less :) She is amazing!! She starts at BYU on June 17th!! Its crazy to see how fast time flies and how much she has grown up! I can't believe she is old enough to leave home now! between her leaving for Utah and us for Texas its gonna be a while before we see eachother and thats not cool :( but thats Life :) I can't find the photos took of Graduation so i'll post those later but on our way up to Holbrook we stopped to take this pretty picture

Yes Arizona Has GORGEOUS Sunsets...this picture proves it! :) Man I will miss these Arizona Sunsets!